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[Blaine scowled at him.] Nothing. I just... [He shook his head, he had no words for what he was feeling. Pathological jealousy, which was ridiculous, Tucker wasn't his, not beyond room-mate and friend.] It's fine, fuck who you want, I don't care.

Move.

No. -he says raising an eyebrow at him.- what is your deal? Your mood just did a complete 180

I am not talking about this, Tucker. You don't get free access to my thoughts, you aren't my boyfriend. [He pushed the leash into Tucker's hand and turned on his heels, heading off in the opposite direction.]

Hey! Do not turn your back to me asshole! I've never done that to you! Get back here and tell me why your acting like I broke your dildo! He yelled causing a couple of people to scoff at the vulgarity.-

[Blaine turned around, shushing him rather uselessly, he was ten feet away and Tucker had already yelled out.] Tucker, shut the hell up! [He said in a sotto voice, coming up close enough to kiss him though that was the last thing he wanted to do right this second.] I don't want you to date him, okay? I want you. I want you to be mine. I want you to be my best friend and my boyfriend and my everything. I don't want to be alone in my bed every night without you. And I can't. We can't. Because it would ruin everything between us, and everything is good, or was good, and I'm fucking it up right now because of wanting more. Which only proves why I can't and won't. And I'm sorry, I suck for doing this to you, I'm a jerk. You can be as mad at me as you want. I deserve it. [He sobbed, feeling ridiculous having this emotional breakdown right on the street.]

-tucker just held him as he sobbed rubbing his back and whispering soothing words. Zeus seemed to realize what was going on and rubbed up next to him as if offering him support.-

Ok. I won't go on a date with him.

[Blaine wiped his eyes against Tucker's shirt.] No. You should. You should be happy, and in love. I'm messing everything up. I just want you to go to the jewelry store without me. I'm going home. I want to be alone for awhile.

I don't want to date him. I only flirted with him because you said I should. -he says looking at him when he pulled away from him.- I want everything you said and more. Every night when you go to bed and I do I lay there thinking how lonely it is and wished you were laying there with me. I'm not going to the jewelry store without you. So go be alone and do whatever you need to calm down and I'll see you at home then we will go out and get his collar and stuff. Go on get.

[He pressed a wet and messy kiss against his mouth, then left without another word, making his way back home to wash his face and lie down for awhile. His emotions were in a muddle. The best thing to do would be to pretend everything was fine and normal when Tucker came home, forget this entire thing. Go back to the way things were before. Keep things the way they were.]

*Tucker smiled to himself as he watches Blaine's retreating back, then looked down at Zeus.* You and me together buddy, we'll make him ours. *He said bending down to give him a scratch behind the ears, before heading to Central Park for a walk, and then heading back to their apartment.* Baby? You home? *he called out, using a pet name on purpose.*

[Blaine started when he heard Tucker's voice, he had half fallen asleep without meaning to. He rubbed his eyes.] Yeah, my room! [He called out.]

*It took seconds for Logan to come running into his bedroom and flopping himself onto the big super omg comfortable bed, get under the covers and cuddle him close.*

It got cold outside.

[Blaine smiled, putting his arms around him.] Poor Tucker, all frozen, it's probably a horrible 55 degrees out there or something. [He teased, glad they were okay again.]

[Zeus barked at the foot of the bed, a tiny high pitched noise that made Blaine laugh as he patted the covers.] Come on up. I don't have rules about dogs in the bed. You're too cute.

I can't wait till your whining about melting in the heat when we go to Texas, You will have no sympathy from me. *He pouts, but he's snuggling deeper into his covers and tangling their legs together for effect.* Help him up, he's probably to small to get up here yet.

Pfft. I plan on being naked the entire time, then we'll see who's suddenly sympathetic to my whining for air conditioning. [Blaine said, leaning over and tugging Zeus up before tangling himself tightly around Tucker as well. Zeus wanted in on that and burrowed up until he was right at face level, panting as he looked between them both.] World's weirdest family.

mmm, I kinda like the idea of you bein naked all the time. *He says, voice thick, images running through his mind, causing thr lower half of his body to respond.* But I don't think that will be a very good first impression. *He laughs, before pulling Zeus closer to him and holding him close.* No, we're the best family.

Probably not. Especially if your Mom thinks I'm hot. [Blaine laughed in return, then smiled.] Yeah, the best family. I love you so much, Tucker. Thank you for being...you. [He said, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to the side of his mouth.]

Don't say my mom and hot in the same sentence ever again. *He said making a face.* You're welcome, I try so hard to please you and be there for every command, it is nice to know it is appreciated. *He laughs laying in his shoulder, and letting Zeus rest his head on his shoulder.* I love you too ya know..

[Blaine laughed.] I promise. And I know, and appreciate you completely. Obviously angels sent you to answer my ad for a room-mate. Adorable, Texan angels.

Obviously. *he laughed.* Or ya know, maybe it was NYU housing...either way. *He chuckled, winking at him.*

That is in no way a good story. I'm sticking to mine. [Blaine laughed.]

Whatever you say babe..

You are very agreeable when lying in my bed. [Blaine laughed, scratching at Zeus' head as he nuzzled closer to be played with.]

Can't help it. It's super comfy, and I'm really sleepy. *He says nuzzling closer to him and petting Zeus absently with his free hand.*

[Blaine kissed along his cheek, very softly, a barely there brush of his lips.] Stay, we could all use some rest.

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