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[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

Thank you. [He tugs the coat around him and follows Blaine back to his car.] I do not wish to talk about it immediately.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

[Blaine nodded, opening the door for him.] Alright. Do you want to get something to eat or drink, baby? Maybe something hot?

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[He nods a little.] Yes please. [He slides inside.]

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

[He drove to a small coffee-house near the park, holding his hand the entire way, the heat blowing on them, the car quiet except for the moving of the wiper blades as it started to rain. It was good he had come when he did, or Jair would be soaked.]

[He put his arm around him as they dashed inside, having him sit while he ordered two hot chocolates and biscotti, joining him at the table.] Extra whipped cream because you need it.

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[He stays silent up until when Blaine comes back with their hot drinks. His mouth twitches but he doesn't actually smile, eyes too sad.] Thank you. [He takes a sip.]

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

Welcome. [Blaine replied, watching him closely.]

My parents are in California visiting my brother, so I hope you'll come and stay with me, at least for tonight. [He ventured.]

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[Jair nods, looking down at his hands which are curled tightly around the cup.] Yes, I would like that.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

Good. Good. [Blaine said, nodding, drinking his hot cocoa slowly, watching the pink come back into Jair's pale cheeks.] Are you... [His mouth twitched, it was stupid to ask, he obviously wasn't.] okay?

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[He sighs, looking at his cup and shrugging his shoulders just slightly.] I will be eventually.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

[He reached out one hand and slid it into Jair's.] I'm here. For now and eventually, Jair.

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[He takes it carefully. His hands are starting to warm up.]

Thank you.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

Talk to me. You can go as slow as you want, but talk to me. I want to help make it better.

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

I do not want to talk about it here.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

Alright. [Blaine nodded.] I'll wait. [But his face was tight and pinched, he was very worried about how bad it was.]

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[Jair sips at his drink, closing his eyes. He's tired.]

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

[Blaine lifted his hand, kissing each fingertip slowly.] You have matching luggage. I hope you aren't getting sick.

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

I am not, don't worry about me getting sick. I have a very good immune system.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

I get to worry and fret, I love you. [Blaine smiled at him softly.]

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

I understand, but on this matter you need not worry.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

I need more than that, Jair.

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

That is all I can say right now.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

[He sighed.] Alright. In your own time.

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[He reaches over with his foot and nudges Blaine's softly, just to make sure that Blaine knows he's okay.] Thank you.

[blainewanderson.livejournal.com]

How can I ever say no to you? Ever? I only want to make you happy.

When we graduate, I hope you are coming with me, to New York. I'd be lost without you.

[alwaysjair.livejournal.com]

[He sips at his hot drink before answering, eyes fond.] Of course I am.